It's been a very emotional few days. My son was at work and ended up in the ER. There were 3 of his co workers who risked their own lives to save my son and I can't even express how grateful I am for them.
Luckily, my son is strong and is okay and doctors don't think he'll suffer any long term issues. Again I am so very grateful.
There is something that happens. In 2012 I came close to losing my youngest. In 2021, it was my husband and now my oldest. Not sure why I'm having to deal so close to death but I have choices. I can either keep asking why me which is not productive nor healthy imo. Or I can just keep standing up after each punch, not allowing life to make me so fearful I no longer live. I can be the example for my children that it's both okay to breakdown but rise back up.
I do not envy those who have lost a child but I can look to their example, those who continue to live in spite of. Even with that hole they can never fill.
If we don't continue to live in this life, it is my opinion then we are nothing more than the walking dead.
Rowdy wanted to play and Ronin was too busy sniffing and peeing on everything....
Not sure I want to share on fb. Lots of changes happening, some things in limbo. Been a roller coaster for a few weeks now.
Today was a magical day in the pasture! Rowdy was having the time of her life doing zoomies. Watching her race around, and tail flying, was pure joy.
Seeing her play reminds us of the simple pleasures in life. If you need a smile today, just picture her galloping, full of energy and spirit. 💖
Hi, I just rewrote my about page. Wrote it last week and lost it. 🙄
You can view it here:
https://zaviasstudio.locals.com/about
I'm looking forward to playing around in this space and getting to know you.
This is something I posted on FB and TikTok too. TikTok gave me a strike and I had to delete the post.
Used to be popes, kings, and mobs.
Now it’s bots, vague review teams, and a TOS longer than the Bible.
Got a strike for talking about pills. Not glamorizing. Not selling.
Just being real.
But apparently, real gets flagged.
Now, if I’d danced to a trending sound while doing lines and captioned it “Just girly things" ... probably would’ve gotten a brand deal.
But sit still and tell the truth? Censorship.
Shadowbanned.
Muted.
The system doesn’t hate danger.
It hates honesty that doesn’t entertain.
And I’m not here to make you comfortable.
I’m here to say what they hope stays quiet.
We are so conditioned not to see. We fill in blanks with familiar stories instead of confronting uncomfortable truths.
-- by me
Yesterday I shot a stunner tucked away in the pines of Flagstaff... and OMG, this house? Straight up swoon worthy. 😍
From the warm modern exterior to the sky-high ceilings and that dreamy chef’s kitchen, it’s giving elegance meets forest sanctuary.
Scroll-stopping views out every window and a layout that flows like a mountain breeze.
Flagstaff, you really showed off with this one.
