Not related to art or anything but just need to vent.

I need to have some steady pay, I'm tired not being able to drive anywhere or go on hikes... So I'm looking for a part time job. I'm being very particular about details of it.

However, my husbands employer as of November hasn't been paying on time. They sent out a notice about some audit and applying for something or other and so thanks for being patient.

In the meantime, my son who also works there, has already received an overdraft due to being paid late and it's looking like he'll end up paying another... Payday was this past tuesday and so far no pay.

Christmas is in 2 days and we would be so fucked if it wasn't to ... i don't know divine intervention.... maybe this is why I've been so insistent on raising our own food. Luckily we have chicken and turkey and beef in the freezer that we've raised and then either had processed or processed ourselves. We also have eggs.

The point is if it wasn't for that we'd be eating what for Christmas. cereal? top ramon?

Then there is the medical savings account I set up earlier this year. I have health issues and spend a nice penny out of pocket for treatments ect.. co pays ect.. that may be cancelled and if so, I lose all the money I have sitting in my account with them.

So I'm looking for a job when not even that pay is steady and reliable anymore.

Times like this it's hard for me like society. Just one more thing of fucked up issues with people to add to the ever expanding pile of shit.

Anyway, thanks for listening..